I have been thinking of creating a blog about my psychopathic side for a long time.
It's been a year or so since the idea first popped into my head.
At first, I wanted to give a first hand view on what being a psychopath is like.
It also helps to dispel the illusion that I might kill you in a dark alleyway.
For some reason, the world seems to catch on to my ideas quickly, because look around you and you'll find plenty of books about psychopaths and sociopaths and how they aren't as bad as they seem.
Well, maybe you can judge for yourself from my account.
Now, anyone reading this will most likely be thinking in this point in time:
How do you know that you're a psychopath?
Why should I trust you?
Well, you don't. Who trusts a stranger immediately? :|
Give me time, and then decide if I'm worth knowing- or not.
I will say right now, that I have not been medically diagnosed as a psychopath.
It's not one of those things where you just show up to the pharmacy and say:
Oh, hey. So I think I might be a psychopath. Uhhh got any kits I can pee on to verify this?
But.
I've had my fair share of battles at the psychiatrists'. (Yes, plural)
I have done some medical scans, etc etc.
However, I think that the best way to show that I'm a psychopath, is by being who I am.
I can tell you that I have done this test, or read that journal and at the end of the day, there will still be people who disbelieve.
It is fine if you do not believe me.
It is reasonable as well.
So let's see where the entries take us and what you think of me then, yeah?
Note: I do not want anyone to think that I do not wish to be medically diagnosed. I am more than happy to be diagnosed (if the tests are reasonable enough) if a doctor one day is ever interested in examining me. However, I will not actively look for it. This also means that I am not afraid that I might turn out to be a 'fake' who only shows signs and symptoms.
Right, now that we got the disclaimer parts out of the way.
Maybe we can move on to the fun part.
Which will be in the next entry.
Here's to me being able to keep up the habit.
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